Crushed©

What I wouldn't give,
To spend another day
In your arms
You will never know
That I felt this way
And it kills me,
A little more everyday.


If only,
I had the courage to stand up
I would tell you everything.
If only,
I knew you felt the same way.
But life moves on,
Only my world is crushed.


On a crowded street,
You're that friendly face.
When I see you there,
My heart skips a beat.
There is nothing I can do,
To replace the thought of you.


If only,
I had the courage to stand up
I would tell you everything.
If only,
I knew you felt the same way.
But life moves on,
Only my world is crushed.

I see the words planned out.
You wait for the time to speak.
I know what you want to say,
But it still burns my heart.

If only,
I had the courage to stand up,
I would tell you everything.
If only,
I knew you felt the same way.
But life moves on,
Only my world is crushed.

~END~

OK! So let me explain. This one is about the 'G' man...some of you will know who I'm talking about, those that don't, it's this guy that I liked but I let him go because this particular relationship wasn't going to go anywhere past the 'friends' stage. But when you vest so much into a relationship and it gets shoved in your face, it's kind of like they're saying "Ha! Epic Fail!' and then it stings and stings until there is no more feeling. So these lyrics are about me letting him go.

Rescue Me©

We're undone once again.
I hope this is the last time.
I know it's from the bottom of the heart
When you say 'It's for the best.'
You wish that you could stay
If only a day
The darkness calls me in
The light in you eyes has been set free.

I don't know if I
If I can go on any longer.
The attraction is getting stronger.
I'm drowning over here.
Won't you rescue me?

We're drifting futher apart,
It's breaking my heart.
I don't want to see you leave,
It's getting hard to breathe.
Life is moving on,
And I'm just standing still.
The darkness calls me in
Everything else is far from me.

I don't know if I
If I can go on any longer.
The attraction is getting stronger.
I'm drowning over here.
Won't you rescue me?

How am I supposed to move on?
When you carried me through.
Your love so divine,
My soul has lost its way.

I don't know if I
If I can go on any longer.
The attraction is getting stronger.
I'm drowning over here.
Won't you rescue me?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Let's Go To Africa

The only reason this particular blog is an acutal blog is because Brooke Fraser talked about how going to Africa really inspired her writing and stuff so thats pretty much the only reason that I did it like this.

Who wants to come to Africa with me? Any takers? Anyone at all?

Let me explain myself before you give and answer. Ok, so whilst surfing Youtube today I stumbled upon some Brooke Fraser interviews. She was talking about her trip to Africa (more specifically Rwanda) and that now that she has seen whats going down there, she is responsible for what happens to them. Now, that has me thinking that I want to join that bandwagon. I'm not saying that I want to be the next Madonna, you know by adopting have the child population but I want to help. So I was thinking that after year 12 and the HSC before Uni starts for most people, take a trip to a country in Africa and help out.

I have offically decided that when I get my first official job, I and going to start sponsering a child through world vision. Yes, I don't care what my mother says I am going to sponser one. I would love a little boy, but a girl is cool to. I'm looking forward to the futue. This is the first time that this has actually happened, normally I'm just kinda 'whateves' about the future, God has it under control. But now I'm pumped.

SO...
Tell me and we can start looking at stuff so we're all ready to go. And PS if no one goes with me then I won't go because that just isn't happening.

Peace Out,
Lu